I'm Difficult

I'm difficult
Atleast thats what i have been told
Difficult to understand
Difficult to love
Difficult to live with
But i'm easy for you to leave
Easy to forget
Easy to break
I started the difficult journey
All alone and remorse
Blaming myself for whatever happened
Shutting myself out from my people
In process of throwing you out
I threw myself out of my world
Shut myself out and drowned myself in pain
The pain moulded me,built me and lifted me
Made me strong inside and out
Made me harsh and ready to spit fire
The same fire that you left behind.
I am proud of the brashful me
And proud of the woman i shall always be
You called over- independent
And today i call you spineless
You called me a bitch
And today you are the loser
You called me high maintainance
And today you are lowest of the low
You called me over ambitious
But you tried to follow my track
You called me a cunt
But today you're shit without me
I never took revenge I never had time
But sweet karma always finds her way

Thunder & lightning

What if the sky is God's heart? The thunder is his heartbeat and the lightning is showing the different veins... So everytime there is thunder and lightning its just God telling us " Dont worry darling,whatever happens im there for you"

Monsoon in Bagalkot

Its raining in Bagalkot, maybe my first heavy rain although i am used to drizzles here. I walk in my verandah just enjoying the deep kisses sent from above as i watch the coconut trees dance to the light ahow from above. Maybe its not as romantic as the Kerala monsoons but its definetly a relief from the heat although as always...no power