well...thats a very dificult concept for me...its a concept alright coz i dont feel it.there was a time when i used to live for my friends but my first year in graduation taught me that its just not worth it.we expect our "best friends" to be with you when you are all alone but no they never are.i know many people will disagree with this statement but there is a simple thing that life has taught me- you are born alone and you will live alone and die alone.i have made many friends but I never get emotionally involved with anyone.this makes me happy and when they leave me suddenly I never feel sad…I know when someone leaves me someother person will come.i know the new person cannot replace the other.yesterday, one of my friends and I had a fight and he left me forever.but im not hurt and when he called me at 2.30AM I just kept my phone on silent.i don’t wish to talk to this guy who cannot understand me and is not ready to listen to me.
Im not sad neither am I happy…im leading my life same as ever and today I deleted all his mails from my inbox(I had a folder in his name with atleast 50 mails of his)…now what do you think I am?some people think im very cold-hearted and some say I have a heart of stone.no that’s not true coz I love my family a lot(that’s only my dad, mom, sis, grandma) and im very attached to them(don’t show it much) and if something happens to them then I know I will never be able to tolerate it….
Im not sad neither am I happy…im leading my life same as ever and today I deleted all his mails from my inbox(I had a folder in his name with atleast 50 mails of his)…now what do you think I am?some people think im very cold-hearted and some say I have a heart of stone.no that’s not true coz I love my family a lot(that’s only my dad, mom, sis, grandma) and im very attached to them(don’t show it much) and if something happens to them then I know I will never be able to tolerate it….
3 comments:
friends who walks away from u might be thinking for ur one call for a stop.....i really liked the way u described abt friendship and emotions....may be coz i do give importance to that.its hard to understand a person like u n its easy to understand when u write abt friendship and emotions.though u dont get attached to anyone people get attached to u.....becoz of ur frankness, unique style of handling friends, the value u give for the relationship ( though u somtimes ignore the feelings ) made u to be my sweetest friend...keep it up (rayid)
blue rose really suits u, actually there is no blue rose, people colour white rose into blue , but blue rose signifies certain things..."MYSTERY or ACHIEVING SOMETHING WHICH IS IMPOSSIBLE", it conveys the inner feelings of love at first sight....but i think it will never suits u...u r not even expressing outer feelings how could someone to expect u will express inner feelings...i know how hard it is...life is flowing on right track, we should control it properly..only thing u shud have a proper knowledge abt ur destination..
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