I wonder...

I wonder what life would be without meeting people like you...people who always live in the virtual world... people whom I havent met for over past 10 years but still continue to be a part of your daily life just like they were more than 10-15 years back.
I know I have more life to lead but sometimes... as I continue to hangout in this virtual world I feel I am trapping myself to my past and keeping myself to a fort that I believe is safe for me(unlike the basic assumption that virtual world is unsafe)... I am loosing the art of making new friends, exploring new frontiers and experimenting new things... as I hangout with my old friends, I wonder how many new ones I have missed... I am not saying that I am unhappy with my old friends but still new ones are also a necessity, right?
I dont expect an answer to my questions, its just a simple question to the vast void out there...
As we grow older, we need more people who have known as in our childhood to make us remember our past, to keep us rooted to ground and for us to remember that they are the reason for whatever we are today.
Thank you my dear old friends whom I meet virtually everyday and the new friends whom I am yet to meet...You guys make me feel alive

Goodbye My Love

As I realize what happened between us
I do realize that I am loosing my lover
My best friend and my guide in life

As I realize that the hands that held me once
And the lips that kissed me once
Now belong to someone else…
I realize that I have lost everything that I ever believed in

I have lost my life and my heart
That you took away from me
I have lost my body and my mind
That was always yours from start

You could never take my spirit
You never could break my dreams
I still have myself
I still have my soul.

Dreams

Dreams keep me alive
they give me a purpose
Dreams keep me sane
and gives me hope
Dreams keep me happy
when sadness engulf me
Dreams....they are most beautiful
when it can be fullfilled
But the unrealistic dreams
make me wish to live further
Dreams...they are indeed special
for life without you
would be a world without sunlight

The year gone by

2011...it has been a very intersting and happening year for me. Made lots of new friends, fought with a few... some people whom I knew from before became close and some went away. Got confirmed in a job that I am yet to start liking but I know I will be here for some more time. I will always cherish this year for this has taught me new things about love and friendship. I know the next year is going to give me pain but then if there is no sadness, will we ever remember God. I am just praying that God will be kind enough to make the pain obselete. Career wise, I have learnt lots of things and I have learnt a bit of money management and people management. I have met the person who can make me do anything that I hate just to see a smile on that face...thats my neice.
I have cried for the dead and my sincere apologies to all those friends whom I hurt a lot. I hope the new year 2012 is better than 2011 and all the love that was showered on me, just continue. Thank you friends and family for making my life worth living...without you people I will not be what I am today.