Date- 3 dec,2007
Venue- Souparnika Auditorium, Engadyuir
Finally, a breathe of relief....the long awaited marriage is over...My sweet cute bro, Deepak got married to my sweet cute innocent friend Ramya...a perfect pair
Ok...the truth..this is a love marriage and i had known about this relation for the past 3 years but i couldn't tell anyone coz it was a biiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiig secret...even M came to know about it later...that was a promise i had given my big bro and i kept my word...many people from our "family" came to me and asked if its a love marriage and we kept on denying it...only the old people of the "family" knew it was love marriage.
Now...its a big relief
A confession of many confusions...it can leave you confused or provide solutions to your confusions...so if you have any confusion or confession to make this is the place
Wednesday, December 05, 2007
Monday, November 19, 2007
Chocolate
A Prithviraj, Roma starrer, this mal movie is a real nice one. This story is based in a girls only college that sees a guy in the campus for the first time
The best part of the movie is Lalu Alex as his role as Roma's Father
There is no co-ordination between the music of the movie and the script and the music sounds very similar to the music in Classmates yet that is the only bad part that you have to suffer
The movie had my eyes filled with tears coz of all the laughter.
The best part of the movie is Lalu Alex as his role as Roma's Father
There is no co-ordination between the music of the movie and the script and the music sounds very similar to the music in Classmates yet that is the only bad part that you have to suffer
The movie had my eyes filled with tears coz of all the laughter.
Thursday, November 15, 2007
Om Shanti Om
Om Shanti Om is a 2007 diwali release by Red Chillies Entertainment.
Cast- Shah Rukh Khan, Deepika Padukone, Arjun Rampal, Shreyas Talpade, Kirron Kher etc
There was special appearences by many senior artists like Amitabh Bachchan, Darmendra, Jitendra, Rishi Kapoor, Subhash Ghai, Bappi Lahri etc. Also seen were Sanjay Dutt, Abhishek Bachchan,Salman Khan, Akshay Kumar,Karishma Kapoor, Kajol, Rani Mukherji, Farah Khan and Vishal. I am sure the work on the sets were total fun and full of egos.
But the movie, according to me, was a re-make of Karz(1980) directed by Subhash Ghai.
The song "Om Shanti Om" is from this movie and the clipping is shown at the start of this movie
I should have guessed the whole story when I saw that clipping.
The 2 best parts of the movie- Deepika Padukone and beautiful music by Vishal- Shekhar
One of the most noticed thing in this movie- Shah Rukh, your age is really showing on your face
Cast- Shah Rukh Khan, Deepika Padukone, Arjun Rampal, Shreyas Talpade, Kirron Kher etc
There was special appearences by many senior artists like Amitabh Bachchan, Darmendra, Jitendra, Rishi Kapoor, Subhash Ghai, Bappi Lahri etc. Also seen were Sanjay Dutt, Abhishek Bachchan,Salman Khan, Akshay Kumar,Karishma Kapoor, Kajol, Rani Mukherji, Farah Khan and Vishal. I am sure the work on the sets were total fun and full of egos.
But the movie, according to me, was a re-make of Karz(1980) directed by Subhash Ghai.
The song "Om Shanti Om" is from this movie and the clipping is shown at the start of this movie
I should have guessed the whole story when I saw that clipping.
The 2 best parts of the movie- Deepika Padukone and beautiful music by Vishal- Shekhar
One of the most noticed thing in this movie- Shah Rukh, your age is really showing on your face
Thursday, November 01, 2007
Rajdeep Sardesai
Rajdeep Sardesai of CNN-IBN expresses what he feels about Mr Kalam which is very true, I personally feel.
I am a big fan of Mr Kalam and respect him for his ideologies...like the way he opened up the Rashtrapati Bhavan for children, love his eccentric hairstyle and everything about this great guy.
I also admire Rajdeep Sardesai, the face of IBN.A prodegee of Roy but unlike Roy, I have felt that his talk appeals to the educated class while Roy can make an LKG kid understand his stand on any issue
Sardesai is also a fantastic cricket player
I am a big fan of Mr Kalam and respect him for his ideologies...like the way he opened up the Rashtrapati Bhavan for children, love his eccentric hairstyle and everything about this great guy.
I also admire Rajdeep Sardesai, the face of IBN.A prodegee of Roy but unlike Roy, I have felt that his talk appeals to the educated class while Roy can make an LKG kid understand his stand on any issue
Sardesai is also a fantastic cricket player
Saturday, October 27, 2007
laaga chunri mein daag
Laaga Chunri mein daag...the journey of a woman
movie under Yash Raj banner
cast: rani mukherjee, konkona sen, jaya bachchan, anupam kher, abhishek bachchan and kunal kapoor
the movie is about two sisters based in Benaras...the story of burden and the severe steps that is taken to keep the family intact...the story seen in all hindi movies yet this movie is different.
the movie is about the father wishing he had a son and the daughter is adment on proving him wrong...the story about good friendship and about true love.
i really enjoyed the movie although i wish i had seen more of abhishek bachchan
a must watch movie
movie under Yash Raj banner
cast: rani mukherjee, konkona sen, jaya bachchan, anupam kher, abhishek bachchan and kunal kapoor
the movie is about two sisters based in Benaras...the story of burden and the severe steps that is taken to keep the family intact...the story seen in all hindi movies yet this movie is different.
the movie is about the father wishing he had a son and the daughter is adment on proving him wrong...the story about good friendship and about true love.
i really enjoyed the movie although i wish i had seen more of abhishek bachchan
a must watch movie
Friday, October 19, 2007
Questions
We usually come across the word "best friend" or "true friend" or "close friend"
i never really understood the concept behind these...so i decided to give it a thought
who will be a person whom i refer as my best friend?
given my character, a best friend for me will be a person who knows that i have an incurable trait of lying and can understand when i lie and when i don't...(s)he should be the person with whom i lie the least, and when i lie, the person should never ask me y i did so coz she should understand that i will lie to her only if 1)i dont wish to break a promise i made to someone or 2) i dont wish to hurt her
the person should never ever be possessive about me and should understand that i will have many friends but not someone like her...and whatever happens, i will always confess in her.
If under any circumstance, i dont contact her, she shouldnt be pissed coz she will always be in my mind even if im not physically present and one fine day she will find a stupid mail in her inbox explaining all the stuffs that was happening in my life and expect the same in return....life will be back to normal as if there was no break
i never really understood the concept behind these...so i decided to give it a thought
who will be a person whom i refer as my best friend?
given my character, a best friend for me will be a person who knows that i have an incurable trait of lying and can understand when i lie and when i don't...(s)he should be the person with whom i lie the least, and when i lie, the person should never ask me y i did so coz she should understand that i will lie to her only if 1)i dont wish to break a promise i made to someone or 2) i dont wish to hurt her
the person should never ever be possessive about me and should understand that i will have many friends but not someone like her...and whatever happens, i will always confess in her.
If under any circumstance, i dont contact her, she shouldnt be pissed coz she will always be in my mind even if im not physically present and one fine day she will find a stupid mail in her inbox explaining all the stuffs that was happening in my life and expect the same in return....life will be back to normal as if there was no break
Thursday, October 18, 2007
The Sacred Chants
I was in Bangalore this weekend when i came across a composition called "the sacred chants"
it was sung by 2 young artists. So hearing the tune of suprabhadam in a youthful voice was a pleasure but it can never compete with the devotion MSS.
The tunes were of the songs that we have heard many times over in temples and other devotional stuffs but the words werent the same...suddenly hearing the words that we learnt long time back brought back beautiful memories
I heard a bhajan about kaali and remembered the words that i was taught when i was 5 or 6....its amazing how you remember anything that is taught in a particular tune but never remember anything for the exams..guess this is why the old gurukulam system was really effective
the shocking part of the whole thing was the fact that this music was done by the local boys- SEVEN
I was sad that this wasnt a big success in Kerala
it was sung by 2 young artists. So hearing the tune of suprabhadam in a youthful voice was a pleasure but it can never compete with the devotion MSS.
The tunes were of the songs that we have heard many times over in temples and other devotional stuffs but the words werent the same...suddenly hearing the words that we learnt long time back brought back beautiful memories
I heard a bhajan about kaali and remembered the words that i was taught when i was 5 or 6....its amazing how you remember anything that is taught in a particular tune but never remember anything for the exams..guess this is why the old gurukulam system was really effective
the shocking part of the whole thing was the fact that this music was done by the local boys- SEVEN
I was sad that this wasnt a big success in Kerala
Mind Games
This topic is a copy of a topic that a friend once wrote
now- mind games is not something i usually indulge in coz i know how things can go out of control and maybe cause serious problems
influential- i am not
innocent - i am
i am no mind reader to map a person's mind and understand his weaknesses and his strengths
i can never play with a person's emotions or other feelings for that matter
i can never lie into the eyes that are piercing into my soul
i maybe a weak human who looks strong to the outer world coz that way no idiot will try to break into my comfort zone
i am an open book that can easily be read
i am an extrovert with shyness...wierd????
lemme explain- i can be pretty comfy with people, get them comfy with me also...make them speak about their worries and tensions
but im shy coz i cant talk first...i can only speak if that person speaks to me and this rule breaks only around my mom ad my hus
even my sis and my dad have to talk to me 1st so that i will speak to them
so---that my mind....do u really think i can play mind games?get into the person's head and understand what he is thinking?get into his emotions and control it?get to know the person so well that u know exactly the answers he will give to your questions and hence have the pre-planned converstation that will take you to the desired action...no, i am a petite person who can never understand myself who how do u expect me to understand others
so- if there is a mind game master out there, please tell me about myself since im sure u must have figured me out by now
now- mind games is not something i usually indulge in coz i know how things can go out of control and maybe cause serious problems
influential- i am not
innocent - i am
i am no mind reader to map a person's mind and understand his weaknesses and his strengths
i can never play with a person's emotions or other feelings for that matter
i can never lie into the eyes that are piercing into my soul
i maybe a weak human who looks strong to the outer world coz that way no idiot will try to break into my comfort zone
i am an open book that can easily be read
i am an extrovert with shyness...wierd????
lemme explain- i can be pretty comfy with people, get them comfy with me also...make them speak about their worries and tensions
but im shy coz i cant talk first...i can only speak if that person speaks to me and this rule breaks only around my mom ad my hus
even my sis and my dad have to talk to me 1st so that i will speak to them
so---that my mind....do u really think i can play mind games?get into the person's head and understand what he is thinking?get into his emotions and control it?get to know the person so well that u know exactly the answers he will give to your questions and hence have the pre-planned converstation that will take you to the desired action...no, i am a petite person who can never understand myself who how do u expect me to understand others
so- if there is a mind game master out there, please tell me about myself since im sure u must have figured me out by now
writing
writing is something that comes to me naturally, i dont claim to be an expert or for that fact, any good in that art...but once i sit down to write something, i usually try to do justice to that beauty.
i have won some awards for many english writing activities while i was in college, i dont c a great deal in that fact but many others did incl the professors in the inst. coz that college had the best post-grad students in eng(under the university) and i was able to compete and win against them in all the literary stuffs
now, many people have asked me why i can't make a career in that...many of my relatives have often asked me this and now a friend also asked...it got me into serious thinking
what do i write? i rem a friend once advicing me to write about my life and she will publish coz she was sure it would have made a best seller...now that was when i was 17...what about now?
all the stupid poetry that i have written so far are..well...stupid!!!
my life???its not to be made into a book coz im just in my early 20s and havent done anything great
so guys....c'mon give me some new topic to write on and if anyone tells me to take up a profession in writing...my Q will be gimme a topic coz thats what i lack
i have won some awards for many english writing activities while i was in college, i dont c a great deal in that fact but many others did incl the professors in the inst. coz that college had the best post-grad students in eng(under the university) and i was able to compete and win against them in all the literary stuffs
now, many people have asked me why i can't make a career in that...many of my relatives have often asked me this and now a friend also asked...it got me into serious thinking
what do i write? i rem a friend once advicing me to write about my life and she will publish coz she was sure it would have made a best seller...now that was when i was 17...what about now?
all the stupid poetry that i have written so far are..well...stupid!!!
my life???its not to be made into a book coz im just in my early 20s and havent done anything great
so guys....c'mon give me some new topic to write on and if anyone tells me to take up a profession in writing...my Q will be gimme a topic coz thats what i lack
Wednesday, October 03, 2007
Movies
I remember having this conversation in college long time back and let me just present the main part of it here
Rem the movies of the late 70s and 80s???this was the time when movies like zanjeer were released...the movie created "the angry young man" character...this was also the time when the youth of India were undergoing various frustrations like unemployment, economic setback and of course the emergency.
So, when "vijay" was introduced to the youth through the movies, the people were able to adapt to it coz this was what they wanted...a guy who would speak up for the society and finally the good wins over the evil
The early 90s and the turn of the millenium saw a change as characters like raj, rohit and rahul were introduced...while raj and rohit mainly had the image of young guys becoming successful in India and abroad through hard-work the "rahul" characters were the people who were ABCDs...this was the youth who were either in US or UK, had more than what they wanted and just had to make things work for them
Iguess Yash Chopra, Karan Johar and many other directors have been able to embed the feelings of the society into the movies
Rem the movies of the late 70s and 80s???this was the time when movies like zanjeer were released...the movie created "the angry young man" character...this was also the time when the youth of India were undergoing various frustrations like unemployment, economic setback and of course the emergency.
So, when "vijay" was introduced to the youth through the movies, the people were able to adapt to it coz this was what they wanted...a guy who would speak up for the society and finally the good wins over the evil
The early 90s and the turn of the millenium saw a change as characters like raj, rohit and rahul were introduced...while raj and rohit mainly had the image of young guys becoming successful in India and abroad through hard-work the "rahul" characters were the people who were ABCDs...this was the youth who were either in US or UK, had more than what they wanted and just had to make things work for them
Iguess Yash Chopra, Karan Johar and many other directors have been able to embed the feelings of the society into the movies
Tuesday, October 02, 2007
Lucky
Lucky is a person i started admiring from the time i came to know about her.A woman determined to get the work done her way, doesnt care if she has to break all the norms of the society to get what she wants, a woman who always puts her family before anything but the weakness that she has towards her family is her strength.
Refer:Jackie Collins
Refer:Jackie Collins
bangalore friends
it all started with a coincidence....i was called for an interview and my ex-roomie had the last day for applying her degree certificate on sat.
We left on friday evening and stood in kormanagala for sometime since we had no place to stay...then some of our dear friends helped us.We ran to college to get her things done and waited for my call...this wait continued till 5p.m
in the middle i managed to meet a dear friend, go out on lunch with him and also we(my ex-roomie n me) managed to visit our old hostel and give our dear neighbour a cool surprise...the 3 of us later went to church.
after the interview i went to forum and our plan of visiting ISKCON was ruined coz my inteview got over by 7pm....in forum it was nice....I was surrounded by 3 close friends...we went out to a good joint and then for dinner...took a friend near his house and the 3 of us went to my friend's place...the stay was a pleasure and a good memory thanks to this embarrassed clean fanatic.
sunday was supposed to be a lazy day and a day to meet all the people possible but i ended by meeting nobody coz everyone was out of town...so i decided to spend the time my dear friend.we went to the guys' place in the evening and created hell...i dont rem when i slept off but i do rem waking up at 3am coz i was freezing
on mon i had to decide between meeting a friend and helping my roomie but i finally did what i feel my heart said
thanx to all those special 3 days im in heaven...im looking forward to a happy life(after some terrible times) and i surely hope that the sun that has surrounded me with light will never leave me....i will not be in darkeness like before...i rem seeing many fireflies and mistaking it for the sun and finally ending up crying in the darkeness that surrounded me as the fireflies died...i hope this will be a wonderful sun and not another firefly
We left on friday evening and stood in kormanagala for sometime since we had no place to stay...then some of our dear friends helped us.We ran to college to get her things done and waited for my call...this wait continued till 5p.m
in the middle i managed to meet a dear friend, go out on lunch with him and also we(my ex-roomie n me) managed to visit our old hostel and give our dear neighbour a cool surprise...the 3 of us later went to church.
after the interview i went to forum and our plan of visiting ISKCON was ruined coz my inteview got over by 7pm....in forum it was nice....I was surrounded by 3 close friends...we went out to a good joint and then for dinner...took a friend near his house and the 3 of us went to my friend's place...the stay was a pleasure and a good memory thanks to this embarrassed clean fanatic.
sunday was supposed to be a lazy day and a day to meet all the people possible but i ended by meeting nobody coz everyone was out of town...so i decided to spend the time my dear friend.we went to the guys' place in the evening and created hell...i dont rem when i slept off but i do rem waking up at 3am coz i was freezing
on mon i had to decide between meeting a friend and helping my roomie but i finally did what i feel my heart said
thanx to all those special 3 days im in heaven...im looking forward to a happy life(after some terrible times) and i surely hope that the sun that has surrounded me with light will never leave me....i will not be in darkeness like before...i rem seeing many fireflies and mistaking it for the sun and finally ending up crying in the darkeness that surrounded me as the fireflies died...i hope this will be a wonderful sun and not another firefly
Tuesday, September 25, 2007
chirapunji
hey...cherrapunji is a place i always wanted to visit and guess what??That place is in kerala now...think i hav gone crazy???
its just that, the nature has forgotten the rules of the land...the monsoon is supposed to start from kerala and then travel to the north. i agree it travelled but not completly...its still raning here...i dont rem us gettin rain in sept...this is the time when we are supposed to sow new seeds and then wait for the mild shower that is returning after visiting the whole country.
but now, its raining and there was thunder also...the people who built houses over the paddy fields are really sufferning...although the govt brought the rule that land shouldnt be destroyed i feel that nature herself is making sure that no paddy fields are ever gonna be destroyed further but will the builders understand this?
i belong to a place which has lots of paddy fields and over the past 5 years i have seen this disappear and big apartments replace it...the EMKE group and alike are yet to get the message...hope it won't be too late and there wont be further lose of life
its just that, the nature has forgotten the rules of the land...the monsoon is supposed to start from kerala and then travel to the north. i agree it travelled but not completly...its still raning here...i dont rem us gettin rain in sept...this is the time when we are supposed to sow new seeds and then wait for the mild shower that is returning after visiting the whole country.
but now, its raining and there was thunder also...the people who built houses over the paddy fields are really sufferning...although the govt brought the rule that land shouldnt be destroyed i feel that nature herself is making sure that no paddy fields are ever gonna be destroyed further but will the builders understand this?
i belong to a place which has lots of paddy fields and over the past 5 years i have seen this disappear and big apartments replace it...the EMKE group and alike are yet to get the message...hope it won't be too late and there wont be further lose of life
Wednesday, September 05, 2007
Darkeness - I love you
I once saw a path
that led to the dark woods
A path that was thorny
A path that was uneven
I was amazed by the darkeness
and the horror it symbolised
I made way into the woods
The beauty of darkeness...
so vast that i went deeper.
The darkness embraced me
into their life
It never left me
and i never knew if
it was the dawn or the dusk
I love Darkeness that
submerges me in its love.
that led to the dark woods
A path that was thorny
A path that was uneven
I was amazed by the darkeness
and the horror it symbolised
I made way into the woods
The beauty of darkeness...
so vast that i went deeper.
The darkness embraced me
into their life
It never left me
and i never knew if
it was the dawn or the dusk
I love Darkeness that
submerges me in its love.
Tuesday, September 04, 2007
pappu pass hogaya
Hey
im finally done with my MA exams and got ok marks....yippee...pappu pass hogaya
im finally done with my MA exams and got ok marks....yippee...pappu pass hogaya
Monday, September 03, 2007
A poem i love
Song- Christina Rossetti
When I am dead, my dearest
sing no sad songs for me;
Plant thou no roses at my head,
Nor shady cypress- tree;
Be the green grass above me
With showers and dew drops wet
And if thou wilt, forget
I shall not see the shadows,
I shall not feel the rain;
I shall not hear the nightingale
sing in, as if in pain;
And if dreaming through the twilight
That doth not rise nor set,
Haply I may remember
Haply I may forget
When I am dead, my dearest
sing no sad songs for me;
Plant thou no roses at my head,
Nor shady cypress- tree;
Be the green grass above me
With showers and dew drops wet
And if thou wilt, forget
I shall not see the shadows,
I shall not feel the rain;
I shall not hear the nightingale
sing in, as if in pain;
And if dreaming through the twilight
That doth not rise nor set,
Haply I may remember
Haply I may forget
Ernakulam visit
I visited ekm yday(sept 2) to see my old rommie...went in the local KSRTC.
M was also there with me and the moment we got into the bus there was an old friend and then our family Doc also entered the bus...he didnt see me till we got out in the same stop.
I was carrying a sweater to return it to my friend but as expected i left it in the bus.The moment we realised it, we took an auto and went to the KSRTC stand but the bus had left, so the bus people will get a sweater for free.
Then my friend came, we started yapping happily and walked a lot till we realised that no restraunt was open...finally got a place in marine drive, had food(all this time we were talking continously) and then we decided to go for a boat ride(its not as if there are much options also)...when we got into the boat, there was no one else...appol we had to wait till the boat was filled(sitting in the boat and talking for and hour and then the ride took another one hour)...now what to do??so we decided to hit the BIGGEST mall in ekm...its called baypride tower and i felt city center is better..this place had just 2 storeys...i agree that it had all the major brands and a barista but don't tell me its the biggest...and the worst thing ever...it has a board which says "the forum"...how dare they insult our tharvadu...so we roamed around, made a big hell had some coffee and returned to the KSRTC stand
my friend was supposed to get down near her college and by the time she was leaving, she started crying in the bus...everytime i leave she cries....its sort of become a ritual now...told her to get a transfer and en-roll for the same course in Trichur and she can visit us anytime but the poor soul is suffering among the narrow- minded mals...i completly understand coz no one can be like me....
M was also there with me and the moment we got into the bus there was an old friend and then our family Doc also entered the bus...he didnt see me till we got out in the same stop.
I was carrying a sweater to return it to my friend but as expected i left it in the bus.The moment we realised it, we took an auto and went to the KSRTC stand but the bus had left, so the bus people will get a sweater for free.
Then my friend came, we started yapping happily and walked a lot till we realised that no restraunt was open...finally got a place in marine drive, had food(all this time we were talking continously) and then we decided to go for a boat ride(its not as if there are much options also)...when we got into the boat, there was no one else...appol we had to wait till the boat was filled(sitting in the boat and talking for and hour and then the ride took another one hour)...now what to do??so we decided to hit the BIGGEST mall in ekm...its called baypride tower and i felt city center is better..this place had just 2 storeys...i agree that it had all the major brands and a barista but don't tell me its the biggest...and the worst thing ever...it has a board which says "the forum"...how dare they insult our tharvadu...so we roamed around, made a big hell had some coffee and returned to the KSRTC stand
my friend was supposed to get down near her college and by the time she was leaving, she started crying in the bus...everytime i leave she cries....its sort of become a ritual now...told her to get a transfer and en-roll for the same course in Trichur and she can visit us anytime but the poor soul is suffering among the narrow- minded mals...i completly understand coz no one can be like me....
Friday, August 31, 2007
2 nice peoms
Accept me as I am-I have no guarantee.
A claim to perfection I have not.
Perfect I cannot be. I, like you.....am human.
Prone to make mistakes.
Failure is not a character flaw,
Just a part of the human makeup.
I live, I laugh and I also learn.
My knowledge is incomplete.
I am searching all the time,
in waking hours as well as sleep.
I have a long road to travel, as well as you do.
We learn our lessons on the way.
Wisdom we shall acrue.
Accept me as I am Because I am ....me.
And You are you.
No one like me in the world.
That is my only guarantee.
God Bless....
The second one:
Accept Me
I am I
Do not change me
Nor put me down
Accept me for what I am
NO.... you need not agree with me
But accept me
For I am total in being
I have my faults
I have my gifts
But that is who I am
Perfect I will never be
Allow me to be uninhibited
Do not pressure me into feeling
what I do not feel
Accept me when I am flying high
As I have accepted you when
You were flying high
Do not put me down...nor make
me feel unhappy about me
I am I
And I like being what I am
ME
A claim to perfection I have not.
Perfect I cannot be. I, like you.....am human.
Prone to make mistakes.
Failure is not a character flaw,
Just a part of the human makeup.
I live, I laugh and I also learn.
My knowledge is incomplete.
I am searching all the time,
in waking hours as well as sleep.
I have a long road to travel, as well as you do.
We learn our lessons on the way.
Wisdom we shall acrue.
Accept me as I am Because I am ....me.
And You are you.
No one like me in the world.
That is my only guarantee.
God Bless....
The second one:
Accept Me
I am I
Do not change me
Nor put me down
Accept me for what I am
NO.... you need not agree with me
But accept me
For I am total in being
I have my faults
I have my gifts
But that is who I am
Perfect I will never be
Allow me to be uninhibited
Do not pressure me into feeling
what I do not feel
Accept me when I am flying high
As I have accepted you when
You were flying high
Do not put me down...nor make
me feel unhappy about me
I am I
And I like being what I am
ME
orkut
i was chatting with a good friend(Very few of them left) and i realised something...i was wondering why orkut got the youth icon of the year award when i was personally feeling it should have been abhishek bachchan.
if u can understand my reasoning im sure you will also agree...what is the most common thing on orkut???"strangers dont add me";"im here just to keep in touch with my old friends" etc etc...even i used to follow this until i realised the blunder i was doing...i was keeping away from new friends who could give me new ideas...instead im maintaining contact with old friends and discussing the past we had together, the school days and the college life...im not telling its bad but in this manner, arent we sort of showing ourselves that we prefer to live in the past coz its over and hence its secure and becomming afraid of facing the future...won't this make us cowards?????
i voted for aby not for his good- looks but for what he is today...when he entered the film industry, he was named a failure and his rival was hritik roshan...then he was given many films in which he looked more like amitabh coz the directors thought that would make him sucessful, but even that failed...so he waited and created some magic with his new sexy look...this way he made a niche for himself and was able to get out of amitabh's shoes...nowadays i don't hear any media comparing him with Big B....so don't u think that he should have been our icon instead of this chatting forum that gives imp to dummy ids, sex talk and other stupid things
if u can understand my reasoning im sure you will also agree...what is the most common thing on orkut???"strangers dont add me";"im here just to keep in touch with my old friends" etc etc...even i used to follow this until i realised the blunder i was doing...i was keeping away from new friends who could give me new ideas...instead im maintaining contact with old friends and discussing the past we had together, the school days and the college life...im not telling its bad but in this manner, arent we sort of showing ourselves that we prefer to live in the past coz its over and hence its secure and becomming afraid of facing the future...won't this make us cowards?????
i voted for aby not for his good- looks but for what he is today...when he entered the film industry, he was named a failure and his rival was hritik roshan...then he was given many films in which he looked more like amitabh coz the directors thought that would make him sucessful, but even that failed...so he waited and created some magic with his new sexy look...this way he made a niche for himself and was able to get out of amitabh's shoes...nowadays i don't hear any media comparing him with Big B....so don't u think that he should have been our icon instead of this chatting forum that gives imp to dummy ids, sex talk and other stupid things
Saturday, August 25, 2007
after one month
I wasnt doin anythin great for the past 1 month....did a small project on kerala tourism which was cool...hope to get a good sponsor for that
yday had an event in joy international, trichur...was told to co-ordinate in trichur coz the event firm was from ekm....
i was told abt the event 3 days before and then i was told that the event was cancelled so i didnt concentrate on it and again on the night of the event i was told its happening....all of a sudden i needed 2 girls who are smart like me, good- looking like me, who can handle the 7.30- 10.30 job like me and was ready to wear black trousers and white shirt.....any girls like that in trichur!!!nah!!! finally i rembered my cousin's daughters. twins!!!
cool....but only 1 person had pure black skirt so she and i did the job....it was fun...ranjini haridas was theMC. it was an event for a pharma company and i got along with the regional head of the pharma and some event co-ordinators from cochin....the event was supposed to have 40 families but only 20 showed up..not surprisig considering its the season of fever and onam and it was friday night ....
there were lots of games which was nice...the most funny thing though i found was ranjini haridas...she kept on pulling her pants up and her t-shirt down...is she aacting as if counscious of showing skin???i dont know but if she was really conscious(which i dont think she was)then she wouldnt have chose those cloths
best part- got 450 rs and some nice friends...also understood that there is a good- looking captain in joys...wonder if there is any vacany in joys ;)
yday had an event in joy international, trichur...was told to co-ordinate in trichur coz the event firm was from ekm....
i was told abt the event 3 days before and then i was told that the event was cancelled so i didnt concentrate on it and again on the night of the event i was told its happening....all of a sudden i needed 2 girls who are smart like me, good- looking like me, who can handle the 7.30- 10.30 job like me and was ready to wear black trousers and white shirt.....any girls like that in trichur!!!nah!!! finally i rembered my cousin's daughters. twins!!!
cool....but only 1 person had pure black skirt so she and i did the job....it was fun...ranjini haridas was theMC. it was an event for a pharma company and i got along with the regional head of the pharma and some event co-ordinators from cochin....the event was supposed to have 40 families but only 20 showed up..not surprisig considering its the season of fever and onam and it was friday night ....
there were lots of games which was nice...the most funny thing though i found was ranjini haridas...she kept on pulling her pants up and her t-shirt down...is she aacting as if counscious of showing skin???i dont know but if she was really conscious(which i dont think she was)then she wouldnt have chose those cloths
best part- got 450 rs and some nice friends...also understood that there is a good- looking captain in joys...wonder if there is any vacany in joys ;)
Friday, June 22, 2007
I fail...
I fail to recognise the dawn from the dusk
due to the darkeness that surrounds me.
I fail to recognise the sounds around me
thanks to the muteness in me.
I fail to speak to anyone
due to the constant talks in my head.
I fail to do many things in life
yet death fails me too.
due to the darkeness that surrounds me.
I fail to recognise the sounds around me
thanks to the muteness in me.
I fail to speak to anyone
due to the constant talks in my head.
I fail to do many things in life
yet death fails me too.
some quotes...by self and others
1) A human being is never what he is but the self he seeks.
2)Enormous blunders hurting a heart gains its forgiveness but one single mstake breaking a heart loses its forgiveness.
3)Friendship is a transitory art, subject to discontinuance without further notice.
4)The best proof of love is trust.
5)A second is enough to love a person and an action is enough to hate him.
6)You smiled and talked to m of nothing and i felt that for this i had been waiting long.
7)What you are you do not see, what you see is your shadow.
8)There is some self- interest behind every friendship. There is no friendship without self interst.This is the bitter truth.
9)The thread that binds us in love should be removed once it starts cutting our skin.
10)Flattery is like chewing gum, enjoy it but dont swallow it.
These are some of my favourite thoughts...some i think some others think for me...do tell me if it makes any sense in your life...i really love the ones in bold.
2)Enormous blunders hurting a heart gains its forgiveness but one single mstake breaking a heart loses its forgiveness.
3)Friendship is a transitory art, subject to discontinuance without further notice.
4)The best proof of love is trust.
5)A second is enough to love a person and an action is enough to hate him.
6)You smiled and talked to m of nothing and i felt that for this i had been waiting long.
7)What you are you do not see, what you see is your shadow.
8)There is some self- interest behind every friendship. There is no friendship without self interst.This is the bitter truth.
9)The thread that binds us in love should be removed once it starts cutting our skin.
10)Flattery is like chewing gum, enjoy it but dont swallow it.
These are some of my favourite thoughts...some i think some others think for me...do tell me if it makes any sense in your life...i really love the ones in bold.
A Week In Bangalore
hi...i think last week was my final week in the beautiful city...im sure i will miss that place which i always called home.
it started in a very nice manner coz if i had to stay in my old hostel i will have to pay Rs.250 per night...thats too expensive so i decided that i will spend the night at my juniors' place and leave everything else in my old hostel room(the memories).
i reach hostel and smartly wake up my (ex)roomie who had slept just 10 min back coz she was preparing for her exams...then...even without brushin my teeth i start blabbering about my life in the past 6 months...she was ready to curse me im sure coz she badly wanted to sleep...finally she realised its not gonna happen so she too started chattin...then our dear warden entered and asked if i will be staying for which she got a sad reply(sorry i wont let you make more money from me).i called myclassmate and decided to do group study but on what??we both dont have any notes...so we went to a cafe and started downloading the "notes".. stduies never happened coz we were busy catching up with all the gossip(now there is more coz we are working).
soon it was night and i realised i hadnt studied the whole day...i went to my juniors' place and thought of studyin wen they started playin rummy, poker and bluff...now do u really think i studied...played till 2am and then woke up 7 to go to the hostel...exam at 9.30am...u can easily guess how it was. my sweet boss called me and told to prepare a presentation for the trainin that was supposed to happen in kerala from tomorrow(ha..wat can i do)he finally asked me wat was happenin coz he called to my hostel and they told im not there at the same time i was very much there but wasnt paying..cant blame them can i???
the next day was my viva voce...i was all unprepared and waited till 4pm to get my turn...then the next paper was my supposed- to - be specialization but i never bothered to study coz i never had notes and this is a very general paper...we were busy playin rummy
the next day was sunday...i slept..met some friends and also visited "tharvadu" and on monday it was business coz i went to the company's bangalore dealer's office and was basically explainin wat to do...the dear chettan over there was askin me wat my plan was since i didnt have any exam.accordin to him it was "dont you think you should be going home???"
the next day was fun...the 3 of us decided to hit commercial street and bought lots of stuffs. it was our final shoppin together and may that never be erased from our memories...that day i took a final pic of my dear home and its still in my mobile.
souvenirs are perishable; memories are not
it started in a very nice manner coz if i had to stay in my old hostel i will have to pay Rs.250 per night...thats too expensive so i decided that i will spend the night at my juniors' place and leave everything else in my old hostel room(the memories).
i reach hostel and smartly wake up my (ex)roomie who had slept just 10 min back coz she was preparing for her exams...then...even without brushin my teeth i start blabbering about my life in the past 6 months...she was ready to curse me im sure coz she badly wanted to sleep...finally she realised its not gonna happen so she too started chattin...then our dear warden entered and asked if i will be staying for which she got a sad reply(sorry i wont let you make more money from me).i called myclassmate and decided to do group study but on what??we both dont have any notes...so we went to a cafe and started downloading the "notes".. stduies never happened coz we were busy catching up with all the gossip(now there is more coz we are working).
soon it was night and i realised i hadnt studied the whole day...i went to my juniors' place and thought of studyin wen they started playin rummy, poker and bluff...now do u really think i studied...played till 2am and then woke up 7 to go to the hostel...exam at 9.30am...u can easily guess how it was. my sweet boss called me and told to prepare a presentation for the trainin that was supposed to happen in kerala from tomorrow(ha..wat can i do)he finally asked me wat was happenin coz he called to my hostel and they told im not there at the same time i was very much there but wasnt paying..cant blame them can i???
the next day was my viva voce...i was all unprepared and waited till 4pm to get my turn...then the next paper was my supposed- to - be specialization but i never bothered to study coz i never had notes and this is a very general paper...we were busy playin rummy
the next day was sunday...i slept..met some friends and also visited "tharvadu" and on monday it was business coz i went to the company's bangalore dealer's office and was basically explainin wat to do...the dear chettan over there was askin me wat my plan was since i didnt have any exam.accordin to him it was "dont you think you should be going home???"
the next day was fun...the 3 of us decided to hit commercial street and bought lots of stuffs. it was our final shoppin together and may that never be erased from our memories...that day i took a final pic of my dear home and its still in my mobile.
souvenirs are perishable; memories are not
finally...
Hey
finally...i got my first paycheck...cool...yet to treat my friends!!!
finally...im done with my post grad exams...plz dont bother to ask how it went coz i wasnt able to study anythin.
finally...it rained in kerala..now its contineous downpour...im feelin so lazy
finally...i got my first paycheck...cool...yet to treat my friends!!!
finally...im done with my post grad exams...plz dont bother to ask how it went coz i wasnt able to study anythin.
finally...it rained in kerala..now its contineous downpour...im feelin so lazy
Saturday, June 02, 2007
Hiyya
Hey...today is my idol's b'day...many many happy returns of the day Stephen Waugh...to you too Mark Waugh.
So..its june...the month of beautiful monsoon showers...the month where i dont feel like gettin up from bed coz of the lazy climate and this month i will be writin my final exam...finally my post grads will be over(if i pass...a clause i always add)...a journey thru the world of books that i started at the age of 3 will be over and still my future is a question which i always ask...life is flowing...where???
everyone around is askin me what my intentions are after exams and i dont have an answer...thats the typical me na!!!
i wish i could take a total 1 year break and just travel the whole of India but that doesnt happen to people in my gen...thats meant only in the movies nowadays.
i feel this is esp true coz im surrounded by people who think, eat, drink and breathe just business...surrounded by 3 business minds(my bosses) who are busy makin money every second...i sometimes feel that they are not human...martians maybe...
im no business mind..i very well lack those stuffs..but i hope i will be able to live upto the expectations of these people....
pray for me...pray that i pass this sem too..so that i can end this journey for the time being...wen did i ever say i will not study further...i have plans to study...but work???im yet to decide on this seriously.
So..its june...the month of beautiful monsoon showers...the month where i dont feel like gettin up from bed coz of the lazy climate and this month i will be writin my final exam...finally my post grads will be over(if i pass...a clause i always add)...a journey thru the world of books that i started at the age of 3 will be over and still my future is a question which i always ask...life is flowing...where???
everyone around is askin me what my intentions are after exams and i dont have an answer...thats the typical me na!!!
i wish i could take a total 1 year break and just travel the whole of India but that doesnt happen to people in my gen...thats meant only in the movies nowadays.
i feel this is esp true coz im surrounded by people who think, eat, drink and breathe just business...surrounded by 3 business minds(my bosses) who are busy makin money every second...i sometimes feel that they are not human...martians maybe...
im no business mind..i very well lack those stuffs..but i hope i will be able to live upto the expectations of these people....
pray for me...pray that i pass this sem too..so that i can end this journey for the time being...wen did i ever say i will not study further...i have plans to study...but work???im yet to decide on this seriously.
Sunday, April 29, 2007
Aussies Win
My country has won the world cup...thrice in a row...won by 53 runs over the mighty Srilankans. I am the happiest person for Australia.
The land Sir Don Bradman and Steve Waugh has become worthy of the world cup. They really deserve it...especially after a 23 contineous world cup match victories.
This is the second time that the Aussies are winning the world cup under the leadership of Ricky Ponting and i should say that this man has really lead from the front.
I would never say that the opposition was bad coz they are themselves a very strong team with a excellent bowling line-up including Vaas and Muralitharan. Maybe what they lacked in this match was Lady Luck.
While US has been a land of dreams for many people but for me it has always been Australia and if anyone is ready to give me a visa to that beautiful country ...please do it fast...i promise i will never bother India after that.
Love you Australia...Love you Sir Don Bradman...Love you Steve Waugh..Love you mate!!!
My Best Friend's Wedding
29/04/2007
my best friend's wedding at Lulu conventional hall, puzhakkal.
it was a very nice event...the best part of course was i met her cousin brother after a long time.he has 24 hrs to take revenge for whatever i did to him 10 years back.the war has just begun.he still remembers the song i made him hear over a telephone.
then there was the groom who has been getting mails from me regularly regarding the bride.he is dead now...im sure.
it was really nice.anyone who knew me said my sari was nice...obviously coz it was bride's choice and she has been my fashion advisor for many many years.
it is also one of my friend's birthday today...i wish him a happy and successful life ahead.
this is one guy with whom i have had the most number of serious fights and we are yet to talk after the last fight which was more than 2 weeks back...still i love him and pray for him regularly.
my best friend's wedding at Lulu conventional hall, puzhakkal.
it was a very nice event...the best part of course was i met her cousin brother after a long time.he has 24 hrs to take revenge for whatever i did to him 10 years back.the war has just begun.he still remembers the song i made him hear over a telephone.
then there was the groom who has been getting mails from me regularly regarding the bride.he is dead now...im sure.
it was really nice.anyone who knew me said my sari was nice...obviously coz it was bride's choice and she has been my fashion advisor for many many years.
it is also one of my friend's birthday today...i wish him a happy and successful life ahead.
this is one guy with whom i have had the most number of serious fights and we are yet to talk after the last fight which was more than 2 weeks back...still i love him and pray for him regularly.
Friday, April 27, 2007
yippee!!!
happy news for all the followers of my blog(i kno there arent any)i passed my december exams although i wrote those exams without any material to study and a typhoid to control...maybe i have brains...thank you god
life has no meanin
wel..its been a very very long time...i quit my job and i decided to start some business on my own...hope it works well...for gaining knowledge i decided to do a S.India tour.Chennai- Kerala-Bangalore-Kerala.
After a month of travelling i relaised that im still stuck in the same old position. To get over the gloominess i decided to meet some of my friends who had apparently quit the company soon after me.
There destiny played a twist ...i met my challenge...i really dont remember any person having a verbal fight with me without him even knowing my name but this guy did it. I dont remember anyone offering me a job after a 30 minutes conversation but this guy did that too. I really never thought i would meet a person who sees business in every relation but there he is.
Should have known that he would break all rules to get whatever he wants.Didnt his name suggest it. A very uncommon Christian name among malayalees...the name of a king who went against the rule of the catholic church and married six times in his lifetime...the name of the king who intoduced Protestantism to England.
A chance to work with this business brains(sometimes i feel he lacks emotions)...lets see where life is taking me now
After a month of travelling i relaised that im still stuck in the same old position. To get over the gloominess i decided to meet some of my friends who had apparently quit the company soon after me.
There destiny played a twist ...i met my challenge...i really dont remember any person having a verbal fight with me without him even knowing my name but this guy did it. I dont remember anyone offering me a job after a 30 minutes conversation but this guy did that too. I really never thought i would meet a person who sees business in every relation but there he is.
Should have known that he would break all rules to get whatever he wants.Didnt his name suggest it. A very uncommon Christian name among malayalees...the name of a king who went against the rule of the catholic church and married six times in his lifetime...the name of the king who intoduced Protestantism to England.
A chance to work with this business brains(sometimes i feel he lacks emotions)...lets see where life is taking me now
Monday, January 22, 2007
i feel like a punctured tyre
it all started with a simple tetanus injection due to the usual running around in the house.Then there was the blood test.Now, i decided to donate my blood in all the main hospitals coz im tired to doing blood tests.Then before the test result came i ended up in bed coz of fever.i thought "climate change" and my Mom asked if i was comming from the US??now, its very cold in Bangalore and its damn hot in Kerala....plz try to understand.
A week passed with me and fever and then it was decided on a friday night that i should be taken to the hospital.My bad luck started.They gave me an injection to decrease my temperature, another blood test and finally the best....a syringe to attach the drips(i dont know what that thing is called).
the next day, the nurse decided to remove this syringe and at night another nurse decided that i need one.i dont see any use with it coz im not on drip.
then the Doc declared that i have typhoid and what followed was the worse.for the first time that syringe was used and instead of medicine going in there was blood cooming out....that hurts.
so they decided that giving direct IV injections is the best and removed that syringe....again.
the next week saw me becomming a punctured tyre coz i had 2 injections per day and the sisters had a bad time finding my vein(thanx to fat and their knowledge)....when they did find the vein, it had a high tendency to buldge which hurts like hell or more than hell.
so...they decided to leave my right hand and pursue my left which is very uncoperative.what to do now other than return to my right???but they came up with an idea i readily opposed...my LEGS.
so...it was my poor right hand that suffered for a week, twice a day and now there are just big holes on my hand.of course, there is a big hole on my upper right hand thanx to all the typhoid and malaria tests(they removed a lot of blood of mine...what are they doing with that???vampires).
the final verdict which the Doc gave two days before i left the stupid hospital, its not typhoid coz i havent seen anyone respond to medicines this fast....so Mr.Doc why was there a trace of typhoid in my blood and why was I given all the typhoid injections??cant my body be reacting to the medicine coz my body and my mind both wanna leave the hospital early???
A week passed with me and fever and then it was decided on a friday night that i should be taken to the hospital.My bad luck started.They gave me an injection to decrease my temperature, another blood test and finally the best....a syringe to attach the drips(i dont know what that thing is called).
the next day, the nurse decided to remove this syringe and at night another nurse decided that i need one.i dont see any use with it coz im not on drip.
then the Doc declared that i have typhoid and what followed was the worse.for the first time that syringe was used and instead of medicine going in there was blood cooming out....that hurts.
so they decided that giving direct IV injections is the best and removed that syringe....again.
the next week saw me becomming a punctured tyre coz i had 2 injections per day and the sisters had a bad time finding my vein(thanx to fat and their knowledge)....when they did find the vein, it had a high tendency to buldge which hurts like hell or more than hell.
so...they decided to leave my right hand and pursue my left which is very uncoperative.what to do now other than return to my right???but they came up with an idea i readily opposed...my LEGS.
so...it was my poor right hand that suffered for a week, twice a day and now there are just big holes on my hand.of course, there is a big hole on my upper right hand thanx to all the typhoid and malaria tests(they removed a lot of blood of mine...what are they doing with that???vampires).
the final verdict which the Doc gave two days before i left the stupid hospital, its not typhoid coz i havent seen anyone respond to medicines this fast....so Mr.Doc why was there a trace of typhoid in my blood and why was I given all the typhoid injections??cant my body be reacting to the medicine coz my body and my mind both wanna leave the hospital early???
Tuesday, January 02, 2007
HAPPY NEW YEAR 2007
so...my exams got over on 30th and i reached my home on 31st...cool..then something serious happened..a climate change...i started complaining that its too hot in kerala and my mom was feeling too cold at the same time...i was behaving like an NRI while i was just there in Bangalore for 10days.
then the after effects...im having a very bad fever...a nice start to 2007 i say.
On the National side, it is 60 years of Indian Independence and im sure some people have gifts set ready for us( u kno whom i mean).
let's hope that we are able to withstand their intentions in a very good manner just like we did on new year's eve.
Noida:wats goin on guys???kids being raped and murdered???30 is the estimate...now thats a bit too much and wat is all this with 12 year olds killing their classmate of a residential school near bangalore.
these 2 kids(names not revealed) where homosexuals and used to ask the victim for "favours" just like they used to do to the other kids in the hostel...this kid(the victim) was forced to give in once as he was cornered but when they approched him a second time he told that he will complain to his parents...fearing this the two boys pre-planned a murder and killed the kid in the bathroom of the hostel...they later had a bath and went to have dinner...brilliant coz they knew the dogs cannot trace them after the bath.
this was too much of a happening for me...at 12 they are homosexuals...they used to approach the prostitutes and the parents knew this so they were sent to a public school hoping they will become good.
At 12, i was an innocent brat.i dont think i knew what sex was and i dont think i knew how to do a preplanned murder...the kids of today are...i dont know the correct term...its not developed coz this is not the behaviour...its not mature too.i remember seeing vettayadu veliayadu but these cases are different and moreover thats a movie.
what a beautiful start to 2007.
then the after effects...im having a very bad fever...a nice start to 2007 i say.
On the National side, it is 60 years of Indian Independence and im sure some people have gifts set ready for us( u kno whom i mean).
let's hope that we are able to withstand their intentions in a very good manner just like we did on new year's eve.
Noida:wats goin on guys???kids being raped and murdered???30 is the estimate...now thats a bit too much and wat is all this with 12 year olds killing their classmate of a residential school near bangalore.
these 2 kids(names not revealed) where homosexuals and used to ask the victim for "favours" just like they used to do to the other kids in the hostel...this kid(the victim) was forced to give in once as he was cornered but when they approched him a second time he told that he will complain to his parents...fearing this the two boys pre-planned a murder and killed the kid in the bathroom of the hostel...they later had a bath and went to have dinner...brilliant coz they knew the dogs cannot trace them after the bath.
this was too much of a happening for me...at 12 they are homosexuals...they used to approach the prostitutes and the parents knew this so they were sent to a public school hoping they will become good.
At 12, i was an innocent brat.i dont think i knew what sex was and i dont think i knew how to do a preplanned murder...the kids of today are...i dont know the correct term...its not developed coz this is not the behaviour...its not mature too.i remember seeing vettayadu veliayadu but these cases are different and moreover thats a movie.
what a beautiful start to 2007.
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